In the beginning I was remorseful, now I'm a little hateful. I wanted to take everything back, but I'm glad that I didn't. I was so close to being the one to apologize for something I didn't even do. And then I realized that you should apologize & you did, & I accept it. But it doesn't mean that it changes anything. I'm still hurt, more than you even know. I'm still trying to think if I did anything to make you think that that was okay to do. Honestly, it would've been better & easier if you cheated. I wouldn't feel like I'm taking things out of proportion. But then again, you did do something that you should also never ever do. I mean, how could you think that that was okay? What made you decide that you needed to do that? Were you trying to win her back? Were you trying to make me jealous or mad? Well, mission accomplished. I mean, you really knew what you were doing. Hell, you did it 3 times.
